purple my ass

apparently since my hair is pitch black...i have to use 2 cans..therefore..it sucks. my hair was only semi purple semi black today. so this morning after i woke up and had the usual spat with my mother about how i am the worst daughter possible in the world...i went to wal*mart to go buy more..that and milk and chips for my mom. =). then there wasnt any! i was so devastated. so i got over it and drove home. then after being at home i got bored and went to jaena's house to play with her and the babies. we were watching the deep end of the ocean. yeah. then i took jaena to get a pedicure..gross..and i went home. when i got home i clean the house..again..i swear NO ONE PUTS ANYTHING AWAY!!!!!!!!!!! and we waited for my dad to get home so we could go the driving range. hit some balls around..yenno..haha. then it was so hot so my dad and my sister took the dogs walking and i washed my car. we then proceeded to go to wal mart again and be behind some obnoxiously stupid family who couldn;t use the self checkout properly. then home to eat. and i finished my hair..its kinda purple..i'll wait til it dries...

i love wal*mart

hhmm..lets guess what i did today? oh thats right first thing in the morning i get yelled at for not waking up to help my mother take my dog molly to the vet to get her staples out cause when she had surgery, my poor molly dog. so yeah. it was so hot in my room so i got up anyways even though she only needed me to hold the leash where as my little sister is perfectly capable of doing it herself but no..drag my ass outta bed. okay so yeah. then i change into clothes cause i sleep naked..haha..cause its so damn hot in my room all the time..and i go outside. lovely cause my eyes are so swollen from crying for hours last night cause fighting is my FAVORITE thing to do ever. does wonders for my under eye bags!! anyways. so then my mom bitches at me for wearing short short..which i might say are not short and she said they look like underwear..which they do not but they were actually boxers from old navy..for girls. so HA! then my mother makes me..the only child of hers allergic to all of her pets..take my dog to the vet. but she went too. i have no idea why though. then when we get there poor molly is so scared and like looking at me with those sad sad puppy dog eyes. it was heartbreaking. and she was so scared she was shaking..i was sad. then she got 2 shots after getting her staples out and we were on our way. then my mother leaves me at home and takes my little sister to god knows where. i take full advantage and sit on my ass on a mat outside to try and burn all the bad energy out of my body with the sun. it was way relaxing cause it was nice and hot and it was like..11AM. so then after 20 minutes of lying in the sun i begin to clean the house. then my mom and sister come home blah blah. okay important stuff...
i got my eyebrows done. i bought and used veet (it stings). my hair is now purple...TA-DA!! in wal*mart i got purple hair stuff, veet, and money to get my eyebrowns done. YAY!! today was my spa day. my legs are smooth, my eyebrows are arched, and my hair is now temporarily purple..or permanently..i dont remember what it said on the box...

sad.

i always get in trouble. i swear. like i never do anything right. i swear like. i think im a good daughter. but apparently giving up the stupid dream of being a dance major to become what they want me to be..a nurse..just isnt enough. being sheltered and just trying to get good grades isnt enough for them. i mean i dont do drugs and i dont drink and i dress conservatively and i dont go out on dates and im not a slut and i get good grades and i clean the house and i wash the dishes and do the laundry and i do everything for myself. i found my own college with my scholarships and go to class and i dont screw up and i go to church and..and damnit i am a good daughter. but apparently im selfish. cause i dont wanna take my sister out with me to run errands. i wake up early, clean the house, make food, and run errands for my parents. then i want to go out on my own because i did what i was supposed to. but then around 2 pm maryann wakes up and she wants to go too. why should i take her? i want to get the hell away from my house and from my family cause they drive me crazy. i do what they ask me. and all i want is a little freedom to be by myself. but im being selfish. of course. cause i never do anything right.
i hate it. its never enough. i hate my mother calling me selfish and saying its the truth. and just telling me to stop crying cause it makes me sound crazy and she knows how i am and she didnt raise me to be selfish. she doesnt know anything about me. she doesnt know ANYTHING ABOUT ME. she doesnt know how hard she made my life. of course im grateful for everything shes given me and everything shes done for me. but i am her child. but whatever. she doesnt know me. anything about me or my life or my personality. i hate it.

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1. It is impossible to lick your elbow.
2. A crocodile can't stick its tongue out.
3. A shrimp's heart is in its head.
4. In a study of 200,000 ostriches, over a period of 80 years, no one reported a single case where an ostrich buried its head in the sand.
5. It is physically impossible for pigs to look up into the sky.
6. A pregnant goldfish is called a twit.
7. More than 50% of the people in the world have never made or received a telephone call.
8. Horses can't vomit.
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10. If you sneeze too hard, you can fracture a rib. If you try to suppress a sneeze, you can rupture a blood vessel in your head or neck and die. And, if you keep your eyes open by force, they can pop out.
11. Rats multiply so quickly that in 18 months, two rats could have over a million descendants.
12. Wearing headphones for just an hour will increase the bacteria in your ear by 700 times.