simbang gabi

so ive been going and its been really fun but also realy sad. it brings back a lot of memories. but yeah. i guess it would happen around this time anyways. but yeah. sucks still. anyways..
i had a wish for when simbang gabi was over, but i guess i need to change it. i wanted to wish for my broken heart to be healed. i wanted to wish that i was happy again. mostly, i just wanted to wish that i would just forget everything about him. and be able to start over with my life. i swear im doing better, but i guess we all have bad days.

so i have to change my selfish wish. and if my new wish comes true i would go through a thousand break ups with a thousand boyfriends that i loved in order for this to happen. i would have my heart broken a million times to just have my one new wish come true.

well i have to sleep..church tomorrow...