Friday, June 17, 2005

..stupid..

i hate fighting with you. but it seems to be inevitable that we do, on a regular basis. so let's fight. and just hope we make it through it because we worked it out, and not because we just figure that we love eachother and it'll all work out because of our love. not because you think you love me and you think you want to be with me. but because you need to be with me. not because its comfortable and its whats been going on for the last 2 years, but because its the best for you. don't think you disappoint me, don't think im not happy. i hate it when you think that. don't think that you don' do enough for me because you do more than i thought you ever would, more than i could ask sometimes.
i want more, and if i dont get it from you so what. i'll live with it. nothing is perfect as you say. i want more you can't give it. you want less and i dont want to stop.
we'll figure someting out...

Thursday, June 16, 2005

traveling summer..

damn..finally back from D.C. it was so hot and humid there i almost died several times..but i went swimming and spent hundereds of dollars shopping at delias and french connection and abercrombie and american eagle..woot. wonderful wonderful clothes. i got a skirt..like 4 shirts..a very short pair of shorts and yeah. one of my shirts says shut the duck up. i absolutely love it. so yeah..only one month to go until we're in beautiful hawaii!! yeah..hopefully the house in hawaii is nice..cause that would suck to have bought one there and have it be not near a nice beach. oh yeah..we're getting a condo or a house in hawaii..*sigh*. my parents and my sister are supposed to go and put the down payment as soon as my sister sells her apartment and she has to stop wasting all that money on a place she doesnt even live...i cant wait..and yeah in additio to that..when they find out how long my sister is staying in washington..virgina..or maryland..we're gonna buy a house there so we can vacation there and my sister can have a place to live. when we were there we saw huge amaounts of huge houses..many many mansions...i think i know what i want my future house to look like..HUGE!!!!!!! btw i love greg. hehehe..and yeah..that's about it. nothing new...except we got a new birdie!!!!!!!! haha shes white and grey and so pretty her name is..well..many names..hahahaah..but shes beautiful..can wait to get back to school..we're looking for apartments in san rafael..hopefully everything works out..come on krystle..YOUR OWN ROOM..but if you wanna live with them thats okay..but your own room!! heheh just kidding..no pressure..okay..well thats enough for now..bye ya'll...btw..i love alyze and mo and nicole and ashley and hollyand kerr and katie and tina and kim and felianne and jen and apple and amanda and kamee and gigi and monica and tashina basically all the cheerleaders..and all my other friends that are far far far far far away..i miss you all..
oh and i got my report card..man..who has a 3.7? yes..me..actually a 3.687..so i round up..MUWAHAHAHAH...whos a genius..actually we had really easy classes this semester so it doesnt really matter...but yeah..so good to see that... =)