So Far...

so far..since the last time i wrote in here many an interesting thing has happened...(not really)...
well first i had a laughing attack in pharmacology cause it was so stupid cause i was guessing on the word links and the rationales but they were all right..it was cool..then all 5 of us showed up late to english which pissed my teacher off..whom is a nun i might add..then i went to dinner and went shopping for earrings..
couldnt find any shoes at macy*s or shiek..so i just ended up only buying earrings like i said..ashley traded in a dress that she bought 654379 years ago..haha but they still let her exchange it..=)..then yeah we all went back..then i went to play with mo and kim..and we ended up going to the mall..and i got 2 more pairs of earrings..it was grand!!!! and yeah..thats it..
i didnt have too good of a night's sleep..but i had some CRAZY dreams..they were really vivid..i think i might be going crazy...hahaha..sad..
nothing else is new too much..bored ole me..

BULLSHIT

why am i even bothering with these stupid expensive dance classes? as i walked out of my crappy beginner dance class i look at myself and think..these people suck!! why am i here? to kill myself and go broke while not getting better and having to deal with snotty rich bitches from marin and the surrounding rich ass areas?god. and its not like im getting ANYTHING out of it. argh..why do i waste my time? do i look like a dancer? am i good? NO NO NO NO NO!! and so i walk out and watch the class thats a level higher than i am and i just start bawling. they're so gorgeous..20 times taller than me or claire for that matter..they're all skinnier than my arms..with legs up to high heaven!!! and theyreso graceful..and i'll never get to be in that class..ever..cause i suck..and i just couldnt take it..and i was crying and crying cause i suck and i hate my life and im just really depressed..im hungry all the time..and im moody all the time..and i feel like throwing up..ALL THE TIME!! god..what am i? pregnant?
speaking of not being pregnant..okay well..if youre on your period and you use our bathroom..WRAP THAT SHIT UP AND TROW THE WHOLE GARBAGE OUT!! freaking its so obvious its in there..not even covered..with us!! yeah we're girls..but thats hella gross..and you dont even take out the trash..EVER..its really disgusting..we're all glad youre not pregnant and everything because you got your period..but not..we dont need to see that..

i hate you

its just a vicious cycle really. i like you..i love you..i hate you..really? must it always be like this? yes..apparently it must. i was so freakin productive it was amazing. i finished 2 papers..one of them was 6 pages, and the other one i topped out at 15..but 15 is the max..and i still have more to write! and i am so happy!!! because im almost finished with this semester. and im almost finished with being a sohpomore. and at this point im really almost finished and fed up with greg. cause he seems to love being fed up with my ass. why not repay the favor?
well anyways this morning i went to breakfast and they had cheese eggs..CHEESE EGGS!! EGGS FROM GOD!!!! i love them. then i went back to my room to get the book for my next class cause we are the only ones who bring the book in our little section. then katie and i sunbathed while waiting for the skills lab to open. but they didnt open..so we went to take naps and do work in our rooms. then i worked on my paper, had a disgusting lunch and a wonderfully boring english class where the teacher assigned a fun fun pop assignment thats not on the syllabus. argh!! then i went back to my room and had katie grab me the fixin's for a PB&J san-wich. then i ate that..talked to my sister on the phone while we were on webcam and looked at eachother dresses. fun fun. then i got ready to go to the gym and i did a half-assed work out cause i was pissed at greg. thanks greg for fucking up my workout. so yeah. then i came back and talked with my roommate about her life. ive been spending a whole lot more time with ashley lately and i like it. its fun. we're really funny. then i finished my OR paper..6 pages..thank you..then yeah. now im sitting here pissed at greg cause he doesnt want to deal with me so i wont make him..AND IM STILL HUNGRY!!!!!!!!!!!gosh..what the fuck is wrong with me. im so freaking moody..ARGH!! i hate my life!!!!!!!!!!!!!!