PHARM TEST part 2

so you know that pharm test that was i said killed me? remember that one? well. last night our teacher e-mailed us saying that the grades were posted and that we should talk ot her if we needed ANY help because we realy only have like..3 more tests? haha 3 more. thats like..3 chances to bring up peoples abysmal grades.i was like..good..shoot. but i ended up passing the test. man when i went to blackboard and cliked grades i almost died. i was like. damnit im gonna have failed huh? cause i really didnt know anything. but wow. was i surprised when i got an 84!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! thats right! im not an idiot. i do know what metoprolol is. hahahaha. i started dancing around my room and everything. it was glorious. just glorious. i loved it. and i was so happy and stuff. now i have a 89 in that class. which i really need to keep up. sad. now i really need to study for my next test. hate my life. well i've been going to the gym everyday. except today. to work out. cause as the year passed i noticed i was getting LARGER!! that and stupid cody called me thick. what kinda compliment was that? not one. thats what it was. and yeah. so i feel fat. and my dad was always joking that i was fat and i should stop eating food. so i work out like..35 min a day. on the days i dont go to dance of course. those days i like am burnt out. i sweat so much in dance. its ridiculous. but at least im getting a work out. you cant depend on your metabolism forever gurls!! that fast food everynight is gonna catch up with you whether you like it or not. hopefully sooner than later for those people who just eat eat eat fast food. get a grip and take your figure into your own hands. makes me mad people who just eat and dont worry about their futures. obesity is just waiting to claim you!! you just wait. but yeah im happy cause well..i got a B on my test. i love me. go me.

I LOVE JOHN LEGEND

Girl, I'm in love with you
This ain't the honeymoon, past the infatuation phase
Right in the thick of love
At times we get sick of love
It seems like we aruge everyday
I know I misbehaved
And you made your mistake
And we both still got room left to grow
And though love sometimes hurts
I still put you first And we'll make this thing work
But I think we should take it slow
We're just ordinary people
We don't know which way to go
'Cause we're just ordinary people
Maybe we should take it slow
Take it slow
This time we'll take it slow
Take it slow
This time we'll take it slow
This ain't a movie, no
No fairytale conclusions, y'all
It gets more confusing everyday
Sometimes it's heaven sent
Then we head back to hell again
We kiss then we make up on the way
I hang up, you call
We rise and we fall
And we feel like just walking away
As our love advances, we take second chances
Though it's not a fantasy
I still want you to stay
We're just ordinary people
We don't know which way to go

Maybe we'll live and learn
Maybe we'll crash and burn
Maybe you'll stay, maybe you'll leave, maybe you'll return
Maybe another fight, maybe we won't survive
Maybe we'll grow we never know
Baby, you and I We're just ordinary people
We don't know which way to go, yeah
'Cause we're just ordinary people
Maybe we should take it slow
We're just ordinary people
We don't know which way to go
'Cause we're just ordinary people
Maybe we should take it slow
Take it slow
This time we'll take it slow

what a pretty sunset..at the beach..YAY!! love the beach 

spring break at the beach!! 3/4THS OF THE CLUB TOGETHER AGAIN!! 

PHARM TEST

wow..that was hard. seriously raped in the butt by that one. how hard was it to really memorize 12 prototpyes and apply them clinically? EXTREMELY!! i was like..okay i dont even know what this question is talking about..and thats how i took the test..within 30 grueling minutes of starting..it sucked so bad. im really like..blah. i could say that i'll study harder next time, but i know i wont. so yeah! whatevs. i dont care cause its over. next time next time..so yeah boring day today
i woke up sore as hella cause last night i went to workout and then i went to dance. so yeah it was real real hard to keep up especially since i havent gone since uh..DECEMBER!!! but i had school. so yeah. the combo is really cute..its a cuban number. haha daisy likes sensuality and stuff but its hard for me to do..hahah..krys and i kinda wanted to take the teen modern class but all the kids are younger and really good..and i feel stupid..haha..so therefore..i suck..but hey..hella years of not dancing..but im sore. so i went to class this morning and breakfast..then i went back to sleep cause i was dead tired..then i woke up and failed a test..wonderful. now im just waiting to do an in class writing and crap. so i hate that. then im going to dinner and then the gym tonight..i donly do a little work out..so yeah..its sad..but its okay..

im trying to imitate the spider that almost attacked me and tried to get into my room..HAHA 

dizzying, isnt it? 

SPRING BREAK!!

hhmm what happened..well last weekend i stayed at school to do some homework. then i came home on that sunday. monday..i slept and slept..tuesday i watched law and order until my eyes bled..wednesday i went shopping with my mother. LOVE THAT!! and i ordered clothes from delias..thursday i went shopping again, went to the library and did stuff for my ethics midterm, wrote my pathophysiology for health restoration and went to visit my cousins. they're so cute. hahah. and i got asked to my friend's senior ball. fun fun thats gonna be. im so excited. i get sad when i go to like stores and they say prom is here blah blah, cause i'll never get to go to one, but i am. my last one EVER!! sad sad. but yeah it's cool. im growing up. hahaha sure i am. then on friday i went to the beach with my friends krystle and tiffy!! first i had to trick my sister into not going. it was so hot on friday!! i loved it. then krys drove to half moon bay in the afternoon and we went swimming in the waves and many a hilarious thing happened. we dove, krystle is still a dork, made necklaces out of things floating in the water...grassy things...stepped in a hole, almost wacthed krystle get runned over by a car..several times..splashed eachother with cold cold salt water. etc. good times good times. they need to make me copies of the pictures. oh we took pictures too. then we drove home in little traffic. but there was so much trsffic going there, stupid slow trucks. but yeah we got home then they changed at my house then i went to the movies with my friend. we watched robots. its funny. i like that movie. not as funny as like shrek 2, but still funny. hahaha. hey i didnt have to pay. hahaha. so then yeah. thats it. that was my spring break. then this weekend i went back to school, unpacked a crapload of stuff, and wated for the love of my life gregory to visit me. then we watched TV and stuff. then the next day we woke up early cause i didnt know what time i had to pick up ashley from SFO. so we were hungry and we decided to blah go to denny's. i like their french fries but the service sucks. and the chicken tenders. may i say i have not had a migrane since i started eating chicken again.!! hahah..just goes to show you. dont starve yourself. its bad. hahahaa. then we picked up ashley from SFO and had a great time talking. then gregory had to go home anf me and ashley talked while i typed my ethics essays up. we spent a good amount of time talking and stuff. i love recapping with ashley. cause no matter how stupid or bad the story makes me look she is always supportive of me. wonderful friend. then today..sadly the first day back at school in class. katie and i went to breakfast and had french toast. it was okay. then we went to ethics and turned in our midterms. and we also discussed a lot too. then blah..we got stuff from the registrar's office and remembered we had to read english..i hate english..stupid in class writings. well now its time for lunch..soon at least. but i swear i have deep vein thrombosis. my leg, my left calf hurts so bad. its dying. DYING!!! but its okay..it just hurts sometimes. hahaha..but thats it. gotta talk to the girls who went to branson..