la picturas

i think i made that word up...

work.. again

look at the pictures of the diapers of my patient....24 week gestation age...31 days old and the diaper was still to big for him! i love working with babies. and yes that is my cell phone next to it..its a regular razor phone that i will be giving away because im getting my ass an iphone. maybe..if i feel like wasting more money. and yes. those are quarters holding down the diaper..QUARTERS. my job is scary. but i love it. i wouldn't trade it for anything in the world and i was stupid for trying to quit. i do good. i really do good. wtf good does clubbing do for the world? for families? nothing! what good would getting drunk with random people do?
nothing! so why should i do those things? work is fun for me. i make a difference. and people there appreciate me. oh babies...sad lives they my have to live, but i try my hardest to make them comfortable..

church

went to church today. 10am mass is so packed, well so is the 8am and the 12pm. so i really had no choice but to be in a packed mass. it was super cold too! i was wearing my beautiful 200 dollar skinny jeans from miss sixty, my super pointy black heels, black peacoat, and my fun fun chanel earrings, and my new friend louis came with me to church as well. but after it was all over we just went home and now im on the computer and louis is just sitting in my room looking bored. how can that happen? oh well. i think we're going to the mall soon. =) to spend money. seriously, that's all me and louis do all day...well whenever we're together..he just sits there and practically tells me to buy crap. tsk tsk. bad me and bad louis. i wouldn't take him, but i kinda need him, a lot. he knows it. which is why he's being so nice and good to me for now. hes like a puppy and he goes everywhere with me. but still so lonely. and louis does fill a void, but theres still one in my heart. and damnit, it sucks.