today i had to wake up semi early and go to menlo park/palo alto to go to a graduation luncheon at my auntie chona's house. their house is hekka nice. so while we were waiting for it to begin, we got there like 2 hours early..we went out..well..all of us except my mother..my dad works in palo alto so he knows wherer to go. so we went to a japanese restaurant miyaki's. it wass good..i had beef teriyaki and california rolls, and goyza. it was good. even though we werent't supposed to eat cause we were supposed to eat lunch at my aunt's house..and thats it for now..

okay..well..today..what did i do? i woke up at hella early cause maryann was going to the movies..mind you this was at like 10:30 AM..way too early for any normal summer vacation..but yeah..so anyways..then tepe took her to the movies..then she came back and we went to the mall to go and look for sunglasses at macy's. hoping we wouldnt see anyone we knew we dressed like scrubs..hahah..then we got bored and went to AE..i now know what i want to buy from there..so anyways we went to everyone's second favorite pretzel place, wetzels..hahaha..and bought cheese dogs..they're really good, despite what people may say. then we went home and yeah. our front door doesnt work..hahaha it wont open, and no its not locked..and yeah..hahahaha..we were watching my mother's favorite show double agents, and there was this pretty lady with like a russian accent and a husband who was hella old and ugly..and tepe was like i wonder why she married him and i was like..uh..2 words..GREEN CARD!! and we were hella laughing. then when we were walking to the movie theatres my mom was like..christine..did you see me locking the car? and i was like, yes mommy you did. and my mom was like..oh..i always forget. and i said mommy! you have alzheimers!! and we started laughing. and my mom was like, no i dont, i just forget sometimes..then i said duh mommy..isnt that what alzheimer's primarily is??? and we all started laughing. OMG!! shrek is HELLA HELLA HELLA HELLA funny. my entire family watched it. we were laughing so hard i was crying!! im so gonna watch it again.

hhmm..so what's happened since 5 hours ago? hhmm...well nothing. i took a bath..read some rather eye opening online journals..i think love does exist..and i did before i got together with gregory..and maybe if i thought i loved him, why cant you just let other people be? let them make their own mistakes..dont be such a downer. what if other people like being happy for fleeting moments in their lives? just cause maybe love doesnt exist is no reason to push away any feelings which may be masked as love. what kind of life would anyone live if they discredited anything they think is love. how old is a person supposed to be to know love? lots of peole fall in love at a young age and stay together. and when other people break up with people they used to love more often then naught they find someone new who the could or could not love. its called a learning experience. it might hurt, but then again, theres that whole notion of only being able to know good things because they feel better than bad ones. one failed relationship doesnt mean the entire concept of love is wrong. and some adults are just as stupid at teenagers..so what makes them better to understand or know love..i dunno..ive seen some really strong relationships broken up, but they still have the capacity to go out and try love for a different person. its just sad to think that person, who you think you hate or said you did could or did ruin you for the rest of your life, for the rest of the male population.

okay so summer is like..a month over and i just strted my obligatory summer blog. what new things will happen to my this summer? what things that happened to me last summer will happen to me this summer? who knows..they only way to find out is to hang out with me every waking second of everyday!! which i know would be HELLA fun..okay so..i hereby grant this day the beginning of my summer, since i now get to sleep in cause maryann has no more school..finally..anyways..today i woke up, brought maryann to school, got a hair cut, bought gel, and a comb, and ran errands..it was very boring indeed. on a lighter note, my sister got her college diploma in the mail and put it in the nice frame from USF. on a heavier(?) note, my stomach still hurts and i have to go to the doctor..awesome! its been hurting for awhile, since like..maybe last saturday. but now its getting ridiculous!! but whatever, my stupid little sister was like..you probably have to get your appendix out..i was gonna kick her butt!! but yeah it hurts..ahahah..and you KNOW im not faking cause ive actually been taking medication for it..like yenno..2 spoonfulls of that disgusting PINK MEDICINE!! EVERY 30 MINUTES!!! GROSS ME OUT!! hahaha..but yeah..and some other like medicing for acid reflux or whatever. but like..yeah..hahaha..too bad i complain..whatever..i'm allowed..