BULLSHIT

why am i even bothering with these stupid expensive dance classes? as i walked out of my crappy beginner dance class i look at myself and think..these people suck!! why am i here? to kill myself and go broke while not getting better and having to deal with snotty rich bitches from marin and the surrounding rich ass areas?god. and its not like im getting ANYTHING out of it. argh..why do i waste my time? do i look like a dancer? am i good? NO NO NO NO NO!! and so i walk out and watch the class thats a level higher than i am and i just start bawling. they're so gorgeous..20 times taller than me or claire for that matter..they're all skinnier than my arms..with legs up to high heaven!!! and theyreso graceful..and i'll never get to be in that class..ever..cause i suck..and i just couldnt take it..and i was crying and crying cause i suck and i hate my life and im just really depressed..im hungry all the time..and im moody all the time..and i feel like throwing up..ALL THE TIME!! god..what am i? pregnant?
speaking of not being pregnant..okay well..if youre on your period and you use our bathroom..WRAP THAT SHIT UP AND TROW THE WHOLE GARBAGE OUT!! freaking its so obvious its in there..not even covered..with us!! yeah we're girls..but thats hella gross..and you dont even take out the trash..EVER..its really disgusting..we're all glad youre not pregnant and everything because you got your period..but not..we dont need to see that..