so now i dont have a best friend..and now i hurt and i dont know why..things supposed to make me feel better right? but now i feel empty..like theres nothing..cause there isnt anything..i cant do this..this is wrong..i shouldnt be thinking like this..i shouldnt be going back to the way it was..this was supposed to be fun before college..its like something was taken from me..like junior year..*sigh* rough times..friends taken away..all those months..no one to talk to..you were there..and now youre not..who's supposed to help me now? who's supposed to be my link to sanity now? i have none..so bye..its been fun..but everything has its price..i'd trade anything in the world..guess im trading something now..