so everythings all akward now..im just listening to no doubt's 'dont speak'..and yenno..the words really 'speak' to me..hahaha..but yeah..i do know what youre saying..so..yenno..stop explaining..don't tell me cause it hurts..what a perfect song for such an imperfect situation..i can't figure out whether eating chips and soda is worse for you..or fries and ice cream..well..we'll never know will we? so yeah..thats a great song..so i went to tri-city and went to look for bathing suits..well a racing or practice suit..but none of them looked nice..all i want is a simple black bathing suit..i have one..but its kinda worn cause i used it for practice for like 2 years..heheh..but its black with purple stitching and it looks damn good on me..makes my butt look not HUGE..hehehe..and its not as high cut as my actual racing suits..which i can see my hip bones in..hella high..jeez..and hecka like..hi..this is my leg..so i have a 'paper suit' which is gonna be like destroyed in like..5 weeks..cause its from old navy..but it was hecka expensive..like..uumm about..13 dollars per piece!! its a tankini type thing..but the bottom is like SMALL...i was like..not everyone is this tiny..or want to have their bottoms slip off during a dive..jeez..gotta watch that..but i have shorts that can go over them..so im all good with that..to hide my big thighs and butt..hahaha if you havent seen me you wouldnt notice..until i tell you then youd look again and be like..oh yeah!! hahahah..but yeah..so i have a bathing suit for the beach on monday..i dont really like it..i was in a hurry..i still need a practice suit