shoot..havent went online in hella days..blah blah..hahaha the other day..well..yesterday..i was having a hella bad day..and i went to go pick up my sister but i wanted to go see antony first..so i called and he wasnt home..and then i was like..nnoo..cause i wanted to see him..and i was hekka crying cause i had no one to talk to..not cause he wasnt home..and i was like..i need a hug so i went to church and i was walking and i was trying not tobe crying so i was wiping my eyes..but then i started crying..and i felt hella stupid cause patrick and paul and his brother were hella looking at me..i was crying and not and talling him and crying out loud..i was a sob story..it was sad..then i drove away crying hysterically cause i had to pick up maryann..then i picked her up and i was a batch to my parents..and i was cleaning the house cause my aunt is coming from the philippines tomorrow..yay..PRESENTS!! dude..i had a hekka crazy dream last night..that like i was driving in a fog at night throught berkely getting lost..then i dreamt we went over a bridge..through my school..dominican..and like..deer and getting lost..i dunno..then throught more fog to 101 south..then across the golden gate bridge in more fog..then through SF..in more fog..then back home..to go and like..i dunno..what happened..but i remember toilet paper..and this freaking annoying honking noise..and like..i dunno..then something about toiletries..and ghosts flying through trees and stuff then running and wind..i dunno it was a weird dream..hahaha..