what can i say..read the others blogs if you wanna read about the beach..it was fun and great..but yeah.. uumm..i got my pictures back from grad night..i look terrible as expected..haha..god i can never look good in pictures unless its of me for swimming..and those are from like far away..whateva..we had a club hang out day..more like a club hang over..from the fun at the beach..hahha..uumm..i talked to mandy..god i miss her!! IF YOU'RE READING THIS MANDY I MISS YOU LOADS!! and i understand what you're going through completely..(our lives are completely parallel i swear) but only we know it..we dont talk about our shit and tell..we're cool like that..and i talked to antony on the phone a couple times..i also saw him today and he got punished for making me feel oh so bad..talking about breaking up and making me feel bad..but he got his..hahaha..it wasnt that bad..oh..speaking of sad..dude..i knew i was sad when i did the whole friendster thing..but then i found my ol' buddy jaime was a member..and it made me feel better hahaha..so i sent him a message and hopefully we'll kick it..he hella looks the same..and for those of you who know him..hes cute..hahah..its only cause ive known him since i was like 9 can i say that and not be in complete love with him..haha..i think we've run our course..shoot i think the course is hella far back there..i cant even see the course..yet i remember it oh so well..hahaha..but yeah..enough..i miss christina..we're gonna hang out on friday though..hahaha..so yay for us..we even have stuff to do all planned out..like going to tapioca express..and stake out my cute ex-crushes at target..and finally pour vinegar and baking soda on ants..hahah..its great..fun times with christina..we've been buddies since we were like 4..cant touch that fool..haha..we've had the best times ever..shes one of the bestest friends..it started out as me and her and pam..then me and her and frederick..but who cares..fuck off..hahaha..things happen..you take the bad with the worse..i mean the good..hahaha..i need to hang out with my friends i didnt hang out with before..cause im gonna miss them when i go away..i mean of course i'll miss the club..but we'll always be together..and yeah..i cant wait to hang out with christina..god i wish people would mind their own DAMN BUSINESS..im pretty sure whatever you hear is not the truth..so dont ask me..cause i'll just lie to you..just give it up cause youre never gonna find out about what they told me..so stop asking people..hahahaha..just ask your 'etam'