it works

so it works! the video thing works well if you dont want to hear anyting. but whatevs. who cares? im lonely and bored and no one loves me and i cant cry anymore because i have no more tears..and i still feel like shit inside..fuck him for being over me. i should be bitter and hateful, but i love him so much. how sad for me. how sad and pathetic..

"No one falls in love by choice, it is by chance. No one stays in love by chance, it is by work. No one falls out of love by chance, it is by choice."


yenno thats so true. for him. but why can't i fall out of love then. is it my choice to hurt like this..i think not..i would rather be okay and fine and going out..but instead..WOOHOO all aboard the trainwreck teeny