for those of you who keep up with my life online, i hope you havent been too freaked out by my last entries. ive been really stressed and i really needed to get out of the house. and i finally have. im at school..sleeping over my good friend mo's house. im waiting to move in tomorrow. hopefully i'll be the first one so i can choose which room i want, how i want it, etc. but yeah. im feeling better after talking with krystle. she understands me. i love krys. its so hot at school. i also talked to tiffany and told her what a dork krystle is..was..is..hahaha. i really dont know what i would do without them. i missed out on so much being at school. and i regret not coming home more often to see them and hang out with them. too late now but i love them still. school is so refreshing, being away from home and out. i almost cried driving here cause i was so happy to be out of my house. being me is hard. hehe. but yeah. i havent slept very well lately. not at all in fact. went to bed at 3am..woke up at 9am. and im still not tired. i cant sleep without talking to greg. its hard for me. i cant sleep without saying goodbye or telling him that i love him. but this was my idea and i have to go through with it. its hard, and krystle took my phone and keys. so i wouldnt call him and i wouldnt drive to see him. oh i was so tempted. hahah but yeah. i wanted this..i pushed for this..and im gonna see it through. but i am feeling less stressed as i a at school. hopefully this will all be over soon and i can go back to normal. well..its late. and i should get to sleep but im going o watch sad music videos. thanks for listening. i know i bitch a lot but talk to krystle..she KNOWS!!! shoot. we're hella the same. today anh, antony, antam, and patrick came to visit krys. it was such a waste hehehe. we went to krys' room, the mall, mcdonalds, then safeway, then they left. poor krystle. i know she wants to spend lotsa time with him ALONE!! JEEZ GUYS GIVE THEM A COUPLE MINUTES ALONE!!! freaking nosy reatrds hahaha. i made the mistake of looking in back of me..hahah..even though antony told me not to. hahah. okay. yeah. sleep. bye!