you dont think i dont hate this? you dont think im sad? you dont think i dont hurt. well at this point i am more angry than sad. you dont think im unhappy about how the way things turned out? what the hell is your problem. you think this is easy for me? thinking that takeing a break from you, the guy i supposedly love, is gonna make my life easier. how hard do you think it was for me to make that decision? im hurting right now but my being mad takes over everything. i know i messed up big time. and the only way i can fix this is to just let go for a bit, to relax and breathe. i know i messed up and caused this. but i cant take al lot of this right now. i have school to think about. and im sorry that school is more important than you, but it is, it has to be right now.