so yeah today i went to church and went to go see antony and surprise him at the bake sale thing.. and it was fun..i hung out for awhile..hahaha today is our one month ann..but i was like..psshh..one month..thats like..whatever..hahaha so yeah i made that excuse..then krystle saw something..and i guess i had to tell antony about it..and i didnt cry..well at least not in front of him..ive been bombarding him with enough of my problems..boy he sure picked a winner..im so broken..but he was nice about it..i mean he didnt get all like..eerr-ed or mad..or say im stupid and dump me on the spot like other guys did..well technically we werent going out so i didnt get dumped..just hurt..but yeah..i guess i told him my big secret..well half of it..but yeah..so that was fun..and on the way home i was bawling my eyes out..very dangerous driving and crying..but i do it a lot..im so good at it..but i didnt have sunglasses this time..i usually do..i think i was dying when i was crying cause i seriously thought i wouldnt have a boyfriend when i got home and he actually thought about what i had said..but im sure he just hasnt thought it through..i guess im hella just setting myself up for pain and whatever because it usually happens..but ive had enough problems in my life..and this one isnt that big in comparison to others..but yeah..on a happier note..blah..